Somethings that used to belong to us, it's just disappear.

The great time was the time that we lied on my bed and talked about the teenage stories,

it was like a story that never end,

we never stopped, we keep going on, no matter what.

And the worst time was the time that we never talked even a word,

it was like a stranger that you ever met,

the most familiar stranger that you ever met.

we always being cold for no reason, 

since the time I blamed you changed ;

since the time You blamed me changed

Yea we changed, but we keep getting through of it.

And my heart is tired now.

I do not want to guess anymore about why we cold again,

I do not want to do somethings that could make you smiles again,

I am tired of guessing, I am tired of things messing up my life,

I am tired of things that always happen out of a sudden without a reason.

Yea I am tired,

but it does not mean I give up of us,

but I trust you,

whenever you are clear about us, you will come back again.

This is what we used to do, always, within this few year.

You know why I am tired, you know what all I am referring to

cause you was liked me,

tired of it.

Good Night.

Herm, it is November.

For me, the most happiest thing is, the little prince is coming soon,

hope that time I could be her side, hope our prince born in pinky health :)

*love wish.*

Seriously my October was SUCKS, and it was sucks to the MAX

I hate that, my life was screwed because of those rubbish stuff and rubbish peoples

Fortunately, I still have my family back on me, I can't remember how many tears did I dropped because of my weakness.

Without my family, I will never get through of that. Thanks God because I am being love.

I am kinda emotional all the time, sometimes I can't even stand it.

I'll care somethings that people normally doesn't care. 

Oppositely, what does normal people care, I just feel nothing on it.

If I treat my friend nice because I think that you are my friend, and I'm friend sincerely with you too therefore you deserve it.

I know some people friend with me because they just want to get benefit from me, they pretend they're friendly but it really makes me feel disgusting.

They are selfish, because when they are asking my help, I MUST/ SUPPOSE TO help them, 

and if I fail to help them, the bastard face will start show on.

I never show my true colour and they think I'm just that easy to bully.

However, I'll just keep quite and see how those people will punish by God.

I have my own black list in my mind and that is just not easy to erase.

I think I prefer to call myself evil instead, cause I'm not you

Always showing a fake angel face, but back step people the most.

I admit I'm not really a kind person. I will not endure anything shouldn't happen on me or I think I don't deserve it. I really enough of all enduring stuff, humble myself and let people screw me all the time, it's so done!

Again I want to repeat a thing that I hate the most,

Don't ever blame and accuse me when you know nothing about the truth.

女人，需要你的时候就开开心心来找你；你帮不上忙又或是没有利用价值的时候，连说句话都会摆脸色给你看。

现实的女人不可怕，人本来就是现实。

但现实的朋友很寒心，因为你发现‘朋友’原来不过如此。

现在，家人对我来说才是最重要的，因为家才是那个我哭我笑我生气的时候

都能容得下我的地方。 现在我最希望的是家人全都平平安安，小王子也平安的来到我们的家。